Today been a v v busy day 4 me.. But still the level of missing u doesn't drop.. Today my boss somehow "scolded" me.. becos of the stupid tea thingy.. mayb to him its courtesy & polite but of cos i din know i have to do tt.. So i kena scolded.. Feel so sad & "feel like crying"... All i thought is to tell u all these things happening to me..

Guess u r really busy.. Juggling with work & studies... Hopefully u able to struggle this period of time.. Got alot of things to tell u yet unable.. Everytime when i have a bad mood/bad things happening to me, the first person i tot of is u & have the urge to tell u.. But i stopped myself... Knew tt it will take ya time off & knew tt u will b entertaining alot of pple... I just wish tt you can jus spare lil time for me.. Only for me..

Whenever i have the free time @ home, i will look through our photos.. Every single one.. The photos have not been deleted off from my com.. It has always been occupying a lil space in it.. Jus like u been always occupyin lil space in my heart... (dun mean to be v gross but its true words frm my heart)... Whenever i look thru the photos i will feel so heartache & eventually cried.. Cos of the amt of hurt i've given u..cos of the way i treated u.. Feel so ashamed of all my actions & words..

Nv tot how impt u r to me in my life until for tt period of time.. Lost my spirit, lost my soulz & imptantly lost my senses.. Have not been myself / the real me ever since den.. Mayb my realization comes too late.. u r alr lead ya own life without me.. see how well u r doing rite now.. Im feel so happy for u.. However i still pinning hopes.. Hoping tt we eventually will get back together.. While on the other hand, i knew tt u will nv give me another chance.. (u know humans do hav the angel & devil side?)

I really hope tt u r happy all day.. score well in ya studies.. I will feel happy for u too..