Hi how r u already? Must be gd ... Starting of your next sem... Yr 3 alr rite i think... Rem the day i saw u at the arcade? I was real shocked... Din expect to see you there... Before the day i dreamt of u.. & the next day i saw u there... Still my heart pounding so fast whenever u r around... You seems to enjoy & abit fatter now le... Well its gd & im happy fer ya...

That day Saman birthday, MIch & I talked alot.. She was talking about you... She was asking alot of stuff... & everything i answered was negative... I don't know but i felt this way... I wasn't convinced by myself tt one day u would come back to me.. I did bad thing to u.. to think back i was foolish to do that.. Its obviously that i love u alot but yet im doing things that hurted you.... I was greedy & somehow physchoed at tt pt of time... All i tot was of u even when i was wit him... He knew tt deep in my heart i still have you... TT's y i got all the shit from him becos he knew u cant be replaced in my heart.. ok yea i know watever i said now its useless already.. so i will just keep inside my heart...

Her questionings just made me so sad & think alot of stuff ... I dunno la... I just worked my days off so i wont have so much free time to think of it... Pack myself with lots of stuff so i can lessen e no. of times thinking of u ....

I will get very emo... Its nt abt myself but abt you.... Stoppin here...