So many things bottled up inside me.. but i've to act so "like so steady" in front of everybody... I just realized that you are the only one whom has seen me cried be4 (r/s or personal prob)... with u i just feel at ease and comfortable.. like you know when u hug the person and u feel so at ease, and to me it means that i can really count on him.. Up till now i haven done that to anybody...

why has it got to be you? you don't even bothered about me now.. I just feel that you care more for other gers, towards me its just different...lesser / even lesser... its irritating.. why has it got to be you.. Why can't i even have a little more concern from you? i will be contented even if you just asking me how am i or wat.. simple little concern...

All i could do is to console myself and cry alone sometimes...