Its been so many weeks of nt updating my own blog alr.. I dunno .. juS dun have the mood to blog anything ever since i heard some comments from my dad.. Tt has got me so sian..


After some clarifications from him yesterday... i was happy though (for the ans).. but at e same having another mixed feeling (im suppose to be happy rite?).. e feeling u know when u miss someone but he's nt there (u need so much of his hugs esp.. with kisses too)... e feeling just suxs when u cant even get close to him let alone abt the ones mentioned above... i dun think he ever feels wat i feeling right now (i think).. do u?

Ive been doing some mad stuff recently so not to have so much free time to think of him... Working maddnessly late, watching goong dvd madnessly, listen to 933 every day, etc etc .. i dun even know wat im doing.. PRob tt's the result of being madnessly missing someone..

Y do i have to tell him how i really feel yesterday.. So baka of me..! I think he would just ignore it.... SO baka!

i just know now tt i miss him lots lots.. ( can stop my mind anot )...