sometimes i just hate myself for not stopping thinking of u.... u've been appearing in my dreams again n again.. wat's with my mind man...

pls appear before me and tell me straight off personally.. "just give it up"... let me hear from you personally.. tell me "i don't love you anymore & i only care for ** " ... in that way i will then be heartbroken and give up totally...

are u hearing me? pls tell me straight if your love for me doesn't exist anymore...

**someone else

Im a LOSER.... Boohoo... I did sth wat Mich said as " stupid" .... Asking her to help me msg u asking abt how u doing and how's life now and when u gg in ns... I'm really am thankful tt she still helped me even though she thinks tt i should'nt ask abt u... Im glad tt u r doing really fine & yea my dad has told me tt he saw u there..

I hope i will have another chance to see you again.. (be it just on the road or wat).. But i don't think im tt lucky again... let alone to imagine tt you will call & ask me out/just meet up ever again...

Ur call tt day... i know u r just merely asking me on road directions... u din even ask me how am i doing now... i think too much alr.. prob u r really just asking for road directions..