back from biz trip.. have been missing u alot .. gd thing that i brought along our photos.. On the flight way back to singapore, i heard my fav song Sarang Heyo Zhi Dui Ni Shuo.. i mean tt ive not been listening to tt song for the past few 4 days & so coincident tt i heard this song on the plane at the very last few mins..


I miss the song .. & i miss u too.. been dreaming abt u every night when im over at China.. and today too.. maybe u might think its ridiculous.. but it happened.. nvm.. I like it when i dreamt of u in my dreams.. least tt i could talk & see u in my dreams.. pls dun think im mad or wat.. Bought ya liquor.. so happy i can meet u once again.. of having this liquor as an excuses.. means having another chance to see u again soon.. looking forward to it.. =)


Cutie, how have u been these few days when im not in Sg? hope u r really fine.. The day when i depart i msg & called u but i din get ya reply.. & when im at China i msged u too.. but u din reply too.. when im back to Sg, i called u too but u were asleep.. sorry for disturbing.. maybe u didn't treat me even as a friend either.. im wondering..cos whenever i called u, 90% u won't pick up.. or maybe am i expecting too much..


It was only today unexpectedly u replied so fast.. cos its abt the liquor.. as i've said.. its only when i have things to pass to u i will be able to get thru u ..... nvm abt all these..

Cutie, wat i hope for is u being healthy & well.. dun worry abt ya parents cold war.. they know wat to do.. they r jus like kids.. i mean angry with each other.. but deep in the heart still care for each other.. ya dad jus fa xiao hai pi qi... keke..

Hope everything goes well & smoothly for u.. in regards of ya studies and work.. JIA you!

Good bye my dear...
I miss you loads..
from your sweetie

thanks for telling me abt the job thingy... sorry tt i can't make it cos i will not b in sg already.. luck only came to me when i have things to do.. sad.. miss this chance to earn $... next time ask me when there's vacancy k.. thankies...

Will u miss me when i leave sg??
My ans: I definitely will...
(im dreaming man.. u din even know tt this blog exist..stupid me..haha..)

Cutie, Wo Zhi Xiang Dui Ni Shuo ... " i got my makeup cert already!"..just wanted you to share the joy with me...A little time for me to tell u this news & celebration.. hope you like the undestroyed tau hway.. To me, this isn't "bo liao" at all..
I waited for u at the opposite plaza but u can't see me.. & i'm not late..

I will be going off on Sunday... pardon me can't update for the 4 days..




just signed in to this thingy.. kinda fun making this.. 1st thing i tot of is doing this whole series of our stuff.. although its not really completed.. feel so much happier after doing this.. i know u might think its abit Bo liaoz.. But =)

Undescrible feelings & tots.... Really enjoyed the night with u even though its jus a short time... Cherish each & every moment with u.. hrs, mins & secs....... Everything seems to me like a dream..

Only u could give me "that" kind of feelings.. sth which is so warmth.. at ease.. racing heart beats.. so loved.. peaceful.. I only could think tt only both of us exist in this world.. & most imptly.. i feel so ATTracted to u even till present.. The feelings is just so nice really... The gan jue is like has never faded at all until present..


Sorry tt i cried a little .. Couldn't help it.. I was just thinking of our stuff.. things we had.. things we done etc etc.. everything came in my mind.. the words i used on u last time(ok i know its nt gd.. & im in progression of changing).. i believe tt my tone & attitude wasn't like last time now..

But anywae.. im grateful & thankful tt i've met u yday.. Really appreciate tt u've given me time to spend with u on my day till it end.. which is my bday wish too... I mean u could have said No but u didn't .. which is y im so touched & eventually cried(partly)...

Im keeping tt wonderful day in my heart forever..
Thank u CUTIE.. for making my day a complete & wonderful one....
(eventually i have to wake up to face the reality.. was yday jus a dream?
My ans: No i dun wan it to be)

HUr hur... im a genius man.. keke.. being doing my background for the past few hrs.. ain't im a genius?? keke.. u know tt i never learnt java or creating websites before at all... So happy after doing the nice background... =) .. done it just be4 my b-day.. hope u really like it.. keke.. Im a happy ger as of now..

Happy birthday to me.. i hope u will say that to me too... HOw i wish i can celebrate my 21st birthday with u.. Just only you alone.... (i'm am dreaming).. Just hope that u got think of me at this moment.. i'll be contented enuff...

met u just now @ Chinatown.. u've grown thinner bit.. but looked good & well for u.. really so happy to see u again.. even its for a while.. thanks for spending abit more time with me.. =) .. i'm really very contented even its only a while..

I've plucked up alot of courage to ask u whether do we still stand a chance? I've finally heard of ur truthful feelings.. U've told me tt ya feelings towards me is decreasing.. & u don't know whether u still love me? i guesss u r telling me tt u totally have given up on me.. & im no longer in ya heart anymore.. not even abit.. Maybe tt's my retribution for bringing so much Hurt to u last time..

Im really v hurt..My heart really hurts alot... Walked for miles of streets & didn't know where to go.. I think this is how u felt when i broke up with u the last time.. This is my retirbution...........

Today been a v v busy day 4 me.. But still the level of missing u doesn't drop.. Today my boss somehow "scolded" me.. becos of the stupid tea thingy.. mayb to him its courtesy & polite but of cos i din know i have to do tt.. So i kena scolded.. Feel so sad & "feel like crying"... All i thought is to tell u all these things happening to me..

Guess u r really busy.. Juggling with work & studies... Hopefully u able to struggle this period of time.. Got alot of things to tell u yet unable.. Everytime when i have a bad mood/bad things happening to me, the first person i tot of is u & have the urge to tell u.. But i stopped myself... Knew tt it will take ya time off & knew tt u will b entertaining alot of pple... I just wish tt you can jus spare lil time for me.. Only for me..

Whenever i have the free time @ home, i will look through our photos.. Every single one.. The photos have not been deleted off from my com.. It has always been occupying a lil space in it.. Jus like u been always occupyin lil space in my heart... (dun mean to be v gross but its true words frm my heart)... Whenever i look thru the photos i will feel so heartache & eventually cried.. Cos of the amt of hurt i've given u..cos of the way i treated u.. Feel so ashamed of all my actions & words..

Nv tot how impt u r to me in my life until for tt period of time.. Lost my spirit, lost my soulz & imptantly lost my senses.. Have not been myself / the real me ever since den.. Mayb my realization comes too late.. u r alr lead ya own life without me.. see how well u r doing rite now.. Im feel so happy for u.. However i still pinning hopes.. Hoping tt we eventually will get back together.. While on the other hand, i knew tt u will nv give me another chance.. (u know humans do hav the angel & devil side?)

I really hope tt u r happy all day.. score well in ya studies.. I will feel happy for u too..

This blog is created jus solely for u(cutie).. Its all my truthful words & feelings towards u written here.... Hopefully u will be able to see this(if really fate brings u here).. Hope fate will bring us together again..

I still love u alot tt's y im blogging it down.. If really we are meant to be together, u will be able to see this..